Typler Perry

I went to see Typler Perry on Tuesday at teh Savannah Civil Center. It was a great show. The cast and crew were great. I had to work that day and had to rush to get home and take a bath. I looked and smelled great. Typler Perry is a tall man. He took time to do the play right and talk to the audince. He changed my life. When he said instead of asking God for a good man. Which will only break your heart again. Say God your way is fine with me. It was true. We all have issues but we have to move pass them to and live in the here and now. Noone is going to do it for us. If dont have the life I want it is my fault for putting everyones need ahead of my own. It is time I stop hidind behind my family and go out and do something I have wanted to do for a while. I love my seld and God. I am going to start working on my book today. If Typler Perry can do it anyone can do it

The supries

This has been a busy weekend. I got my hair done. I like it. It has red highlights in it. Today I went to church. It was nice hearing the Preacher preach. I was cheching the internet and found out Marie Wilson. Maybe leaving As The World Turns. It is a good Soap Opera. That will be coming to and end in Septermger. I was hurt at first because I joined a fan board. Where the members are doing everything they can to support her and Roger Howarth. Both whom are married and are rumored to be having an affair. It does not matter to who goes on in peoples personal lives. It is just how they handle it. Marie Wilson was on a radio tonight and did not answer any about wheather she was staying or living the show. I hope it is not true. It would be great if she stayed on the show until the end. This whole thing with Marie Wilson has taught me a very vaule able leason. You have always got to be on looking for your next job and keep people talking about you. She said she was adductioning for other parts and talking to people she has not talked to in years. I wish her much Lucy and Success. I hope she gets everything she wants

Food

I cooked some ribs with a dry rub and some broccoli cheese rice. The ribs turned out great. I slow cooked them six hours before adding the Bar-B-Q sauce. It was great all hot and spicy. This recipe is one for the books

Monday

Today is Monday. For most people it is the start of the work week and a busy week it is going to be but I have no complains. I am just really for the week end. Who knows maybe I will learn something new this week

Why

This has been a busy week and it is only Friday. I try to do the right thing and play by someone Else's rules but that does not work for me. I have a voice and will stand up for myself and my dreams. Some people think I am control and others are scared of me for some reason. The truth is I don't care what people think about me. I have to be able to love and respect myself that is the most important thing to me. I believe if you watch people long enough they will show you rather they can be trusted and if I cant trust you I don't need. If I can trust you and you prove that. There is nothing I wont do for you. I am tired. Getting ready for a busy Easter weekend. Maybe I will get lucky and start writing that book this weekend