Hi

It is a busy week. I am learning somethings about myself and the people in my life. Maybe it is time for me to grow up and reach for my dreams. No matter what happens. I want to have children get married and have a husband that would give me the world if he could

Pot Roast

I took a chance and cooked a Pot Roast with butter beans and vetagable rice. It was good but the roast was a little over cooked. I tired to soften the meat up with beer and water and letting it slow cook. It worked a little but the meat was not as soft as I wanted it to be. Oh well leason learned. I tired and I will keep on trying

Wedsday

This has been an unpredickable week. I am working on writing a book and keeping everything going. Desite how everything is going I am proud of myself for not setting. I thank God for giving me the strengh and the courage to keep going on no matter what

Recipe

I am working on a new pasta recipe. I hope it works. This has been a busy but good work. I want to do so much more. Things did now work out with me and Cliff and that's okay. I need a man in my life that wants to be there and not just for a booty good call. Hopefully I will find the right one soon

Things happen

I am working on writing a book. It is something I have wanted to do for a while but now I finally have a chance to do it. When I was growing up people alway tried to tell me who I could be and what I would become Well today I am living my life by my terms with Gods help. I believe in the Lord and whatever will happen will happen

Typler Perry

I went to see Typler Perry on Tuesday at teh Savannah Civil Center. It was a great show. The cast and crew were great. I had to work that day and had to rush to get home and take a bath. I looked and smelled great. Typler Perry is a tall man. He took time to do the play right and talk to the audince. He changed my life. When he said instead of asking God for a good man. Which will only break your heart again. Say God your way is fine with me. It was true. We all have issues but we have to move pass them to and live in the here and now. Noone is going to do it for us. If dont have the life I want it is my fault for putting everyones need ahead of my own. It is time I stop hidind behind my family and go out and do something I have wanted to do for a while. I love my seld and God. I am going to start working on my book today. If Typler Perry can do it anyone can do it

The supries

This has been a busy weekend. I got my hair done. I like it. It has red highlights in it. Today I went to church. It was nice hearing the Preacher preach. I was cheching the internet and found out Marie Wilson. Maybe leaving As The World Turns. It is a good Soap Opera. That will be coming to and end in Septermger. I was hurt at first because I joined a fan board. Where the members are doing everything they can to support her and Roger Howarth. Both whom are married and are rumored to be having an affair. It does not matter to who goes on in peoples personal lives. It is just how they handle it. Marie Wilson was on a radio tonight and did not answer any about wheather she was staying or living the show. I hope it is not true. It would be great if she stayed on the show until the end. This whole thing with Marie Wilson has taught me a very vaule able leason. You have always got to be on looking for your next job and keep people talking about you. She said she was adductioning for other parts and talking to people she has not talked to in years. I wish her much Lucy and Success. I hope she gets everything she wants